Breakthough – Anger management – 51 and counting backwards

All my life I have been angry.

Last night I spoke with my friend Dina over the internet – FB to be exact. We were IMing each other. I told her I always felt like I had to protect everyone in my life. She asked me one question – “Maybe that is because you felt like you needed protection?”

 I had a huge revelation in that one question. That one question held the answer to half of  my anger problem now I just have half my life more to answer the rest. Life is a journey and I am on that road.

OBAMA-THE FIRST 100 DAYS – ZERO & COUNTING

Okay. I am a young older person. Mature to a point – until I get angry. I have an anger management problem and when Obama was elected president I count that as one of the worst days of my life. It  hasn’t been any better since then because for all his big words, egotistical bullshit and his dimwitted wife who is only proud of America when Black people are elevated from their lowly cast system lives, it’s time to call it a day.

His first 100 days were marked with MISTAKES. MISTAKE 1: BAILING OUT THE FAILED BANKS – he should have taken that money and divided it up amongst the citizens (NOT THE WETBACKS OR THE ILLEGALS) – THE CITIZENS of America. In that way every FAMILY would have gotten $77,000 each to pay off debt and keep for an emergency. MISTAKE 2: HIS STIMULUS PACKAGE HASN’T HAD A MOVEMENT SINCE HE CREATED IT. IT HAS NOT CREATED ANY JOBS. IF YOU WORK FOR SOMEONE YOU WILL GET APPX $10 MORE EACH PAYCHECK. I AM A FREELANCER IN MY OWN BUSINESS – I GET – SHIT. MISTAKE 3: HIS ELECTION – how many people voted who were on drugs or depressed at the time of the election?  MISTAKE 4 THROUGH 1 BILLION – His picks for his cabinet – all crooks, his statements are more stupid than George Bush’s. Here’s a pearl: “I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH OUR PRESENT BUT I HAVE A GOOD FEELING ABOUT OUR FUTURE” – Obama better pay attention to BO, the dog. Dogs tend to live in the HERE AND NOW – How can he feel good about our future when our present is sucking wind?

Me not working is like a fish out of water. I can’t eat, I can’t breath, I start to lose nervous weight, I get sick. In April I was very sick thought I was going to die but I didn’t damn it. I’m still here. And I’m fucking broke, Mr. Obama. If you had given me a part of that bail out $77K to be exact I would not have debt and I’d be able to pay the IRS – I can’t do  either. I have two more months of payments left for my mortgage and then I’m tapped out.

I’m sick to death of hearing about how great this mulato is when he hasn’t done anything and his stimulus package is a fucking dude.  I call a spade a spade and if Hillary Clinton was in there none of this unbelievable spending would be going on. People like the INVITRO-WHORE MOM is getting a tv show?? I mean what the fuck is going on here. Descent people are desperately trying to find work and can’t yet – a woman who spreads her fucking legs and pops out a million babies on welfare with the help of Doctor Domento- Indian doctors (S) who should be practicing medicine on their own kind back in Pakistan is going to make millions if not billions for what?  I say shoot her and kill the babies – too many people in the world. Sorry but I’m sick of it.

Let’s put poison’s in the resavoirs so that we can get rid of people – I really hope the swine flu helps with that – those stupid mexicans brought it here – now open wide and eat the pork  lobo moron – and die once and for all! Yah – let’s get rid of all the excess fucks who will take less than me and undercut me and my family.

America it is time to take back our country before we get into a lot  more trouble. Which we will with Obama at the helm. His first 100 days were crap-he did nothing but sign bills put into effect by his ridiculous predacesor King George the toad, who should also be hung from the highest Midland Texas tree until he’s dead. To make sure poke a few holes into him.

I’m not republican and I’m not democrat although I am registered as a dem – I am pissed off – that is a new party – join me THE PISSED OFF PARTY OF AMERICA – WE GONNA TAKE IT BACK FROM THE AMERICAN MINORITY GHETTOS AND THE OUTSOURCING TO INDIA - BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY 

Obama stop riding your politics on your race. Even Jessie Jackson thinks you’re an asshole. Holy shit Obama’s name is NOT in the Word Press spell check – what does that mean?

AN INTRODUCTION TO ‘THE WILD AND CRAZY ADVENTURES OF A FREELANCE FULL CHARGE BOOKKEEPER IN MANHATTAN!”

As a freelance bookkeeper I had the opportuntity to work for myself and in 2002 I started my own business in NYC where I was living at that time under my own name so I did not choose to become an LLC until 2008.

As I said in my last posts Craigslist is a force to be reckoned with on the internet because there are no laws yet to govern the internet and Craigslist is really not responsible for the ads or people responding to those ads and getting in trouble because of them. The only thing I think they are responsible for is that damn EROTIC section they make millions of bucks from people placing ads at $25/ad and a lot of those ads are for prostitutes and underaged girls, that kind of stuff.

But in 2002 those types of people were not yet on Craigslist. Unfortunately for me the types of nuts on that website were CLIENTS. Here is my retelling of several of the worst offenders that I have encountered from my years using the hot website – again none of these encounters are the fault of the list serve – but you must be very careful about placing ads and sorting through prospective clients that respond to your ads.

CRAIGSLIST – from Innocence to Infamy

Craigslist started out innocently enough and as a self employed Full Charge Bookkeeping freelancer I found it very useful to post ads for my company urging small business owners to come and take a look at my bookkeeping prowess. I did not have to pay a fee and there are thousands of people on that list serve that needed financial assistance but the only problem is that Craigslist was then as it is now – a public list serve – where the general public which includes pedophiles, rapists, murderers and that ilk fall between the cracks of  the genuine small business owners jocking for the right vendor to hire.

But now Craigslist has become a haven for criminal minds hell bent on sorting our their problems by creating more for innocent people seeking jobs for hire. In my opinion it all began with the inception of their EROTIC section where anyone could place an ad. And the madams and pimps of the world have taken the internet and twisted it for their own financial gain. In some countries like CHINA they have taken to robbing children in order for them to be sold for slavery to other families (like boys) who are a commody in China since they are only allowed to have one child per family. Girls are considered tradeable and this practice has become common under the dictatorship rule they have there since England left. A horrible place now under Jiang Zemin, China’s new Marxist dictator reeks of China’s past violence against their own people.

Having written that I return to the subject of Craigslist. I have been sick the entire month of April with the flu and because of that I have not been able to pound the pavement looking for clients as I had done in the past. This has depressed me more than I can say because I am up to my eyeballs in debt from Lines of Credit that are extinguished and credit cards who are trying to undercut my efforts of staying afloat by reducing my credit limits whenever they feel threatened that I will not be able to pay.

Now don’t get me wrong. I have met some nice clients on Craigslist however the bad clients outweight the good ones. Maybe I was born to have my own company because working for someone 9-5 under their thumb, get me this that and another is not for me. However even with the freelance you occasionally get clients who do not get the concept of freelance and a 1099 indepdendent contractor. WE DO NOT WORK FOR YOU BUDDY – We are contracted to work WITH you – we are not your EMPLOYEES but I’ll be your slave girl if you pay my medical, dental and vision benefits!

These days you get kids intermiggling with adults who have dark intentions to lure them into situations with money, drugs and alcohol. The case of the gay journalist in NYC who lured a 16 year old male prostitute to his home in Brooklyn and then the kid killed him. Well I’m sorry he deserved what he got b/c first of all he is and was A PEDOPHILE advertising for a kid to fuck him.  If he wasn’t dead I’m sure he’d be in jail but now the kid who killed him is in jail being tried as an adult.

The 22 year old med student with a girlfriend who was luring prostitutes and massues into hotel rooms in NYC to rob them and eventually he killed one of the girls. What was his story? Is he as serial robber? Rapist? Whatever he is – he is a serial something because it took the cops awhile to catch on that Doc in training was nutso.

What makes Craigslist a hotspot for maniacs? Just look at it. C’mon look at the site closely one day. Check out all the ads. You could spend all day reading and answering emails and some people do and a lot of people TROLL that webspot for evil doings (a bushism that finally fits)

In short – Craigslist is a good place to connect for some things but not for others. You want to meet a new person – go to MATCH.COM no one got killed yet from that website.

My joke (unfortunately I can joke about Craigslist) is that everytime I place an ad for my bookkeeping services someone gets killed or robbed or something happens on Craigslist to make me thing “Goooddd what next?”

The Wild & Wacky world of Waldi the Hypnotherapist

In 2008, my life partner, MYQUIPATTEN, started to listen to an online radio show called THE WACKY WALDI HYPNO SHOW. If you don’t know this by now, there are a lot of online sites where any asshole with a microphone can start his/her own show. You log in the show listen to the conversation and interact with the speaker. In this case it was WALDI who is an expert marketing genius and is able to sweet talk you into believing that you really need her CD to help you forget your phobias.

I scoffed and laughed at Myqui as she told WALDI that after a “session” she felt as if she could levitate playing her electric guitar. I wish Myqui could do that – we’d be millionares already but she can’t and in truth Myqui is disabled and on medicaid, too. As a matter of fact now both her siblings are all on medicaid. Her problems were not self made like FACE but her older brother – I’ll call him PIP has Diabetes and keeps on drinking and popping pills until he lost his big toe and a coupla small ones, too, couldn’t walk and lost his job. - But Myqui is NOT LIKE FACE & PIP – she is special b/c she is a gifted songwriter anda wonderful personality and can she play that guitar! Whoa! Check her out at www.cognitivefungus.com – that is our website – the bass player in the sessions is me – that is my other life – I have many.

What is Hypnotherapy?Let’s investigate: This is from WikiPedia – the all knowing bullshit website -

The word “hypnosis” (from the Greek hypnos, “sleep”) is an abbreviation of James Braid‘s (1843) term “neuro-hypnotism”, meaning “sleep of the nervous system”.

A person who is hypnotized displays certain unusual characteristics and propensities, compared with a non-hypnotized subject, most notably hyper-suggestibility, which some authorities have considered a sine qua non of hypnosis. For example, Clark L. Hull, probably the first major empirical researcher in the field, wrote,

If a subject after submitting to the hypnotic procedure shows no genuine increase in susceptibility to any suggestions whatever, there seems no point in calling him hypnotised… ^[1]

Hypnotherapy is often applied in order to modify a subject’s behavior, emotional content, and attitudes, as well as a wide range of conditions including dysfunctional habits, anxiety, stress-related illness, pain management, and personal development.

But after Myqui and I decided to try and stop smoking and we couldn’t do it I decided to listen in on this online program. At first it was okay and I learned how to visualize and meditate and WALDI the famous hyno chick was nice and very attentive and we bought some more CDs and MP3s but those did not do anything near as great as the STOP SMOKING CD which cured us. Granted it took two times to listen in two separate months b/c we lapsed but after the 2nd time – we totally stopped smoking and then I gained weight and am now battling that at the gym  to somewhat moderately slow success.

Waldi is a master marketing genius. She is able to sell products and her wares to everyone because she is personable but really in truth the smoking cd was the only thing we bought that worked.  We believed in that so much that we passedit onto a friend of ours who told us later she listened to Waldi’s voice and she laughed a lot but that a drug helped her quit smoking instead. Apparently she has thousand’s of old clients that want to see her in private sessions that she no longer holds but once charged a lot of money for and that is how she got rich.

I was totally taken in by WALDI who is one smooth talking single mother, Republican living in Southern California Los Angeles and frankly a lonely woman. A woman without sex is a lonely gal and that is how WALDI got her start – she came out with her breakthrough CD program called the BIG BOOM! She even had a videotape on YOU TUBE that had her stroking the top of a woman’s handgiving her the biggest orgasm ever. She even had the woman working for her later – but they were uncomfortable being around each other – I wonder why? LOL

The video show started to take a weird turn when WALDI got heavily involved in two issues that I got involved in and one she alone was involved in. Apparently she had a website name that another foreign hynotherapist – I’ll call him – PANCHO – wanted b/c he had a pilot tv show of the same name coming to America and he wanted it to match his website. So instead of asking WALDI for it – he demanded she give it to him and when she did not – he sued her.  She had to hire lawyers and go to court – she lost on top of it and had to pay him money and pay the lawyer’s fees andgive the jackass the website anyway – so she lost all the way around.  But she got herself into lots of trouble by filming videotapes of her challenging PANCHO for the right to keep the website if she would 1) ride a motorcycle to the finish and the winner takes all; 2) another wacky challenge that asked PANCHO to do something to win the website – WALDI asked for her problems and got her wish from the universe. All she did was ask – she believed she was doing the right thing and she received her answer – not what she wanted but the answer her bad karma was spewing through those crazy assed videos she put up on YOU TUBE and PANCHO had them yanked down, much to all our surprise.

So afterwards WALDI was depressed and instead of doing her regular hypno snow, which is why the audience comes to see her in the first place, she started to talk about people getting jobs and how to get them andwhat to do. She regaled us with stories about when she was poor and how she struggled to make it in the world of Hypnotherapy and how she greatly succeeded b/c she believed in herself.  Some of that stuff worked but not well and especially NOT in this economic climate. Most of it failed miserably and that is why she was depressed as well.

Marketing is a great tool and either you have it or you don’t. I use my writing as my marketing tool – but no one is as good a marketer as WALDI – she’s the best.  The two issues where I got involved were with a kook audience member of the chat room from New Englandwho manipulated the grand manipulator-WALDI herself by telling Waldi that she was fed up with her life, kids and being a single mom and was going to commit suicide. Well of course the woman never did kill herself because WALDI started to pay attention to her in the sessions and SWEETY-PIE became the apple of WALDI’s eye. Why? Because SWEETY for all her bellyaching she had no funds – had money coming in from the state for her sick kid, her ex and other federal programs – in all she had a sweet deal and paid for almost all of WALDI’s products – thus becoming WALDI’s protege. Apparently SWEETY is now studying to become a hypno herself andhas actively taken to the airwaves of the same online radio site as WALDI to begin her own talk show where she teaches others about MAKING MIRACLES HAPPEN!  So SWEETIE went from SUICIDAL to SUCCESSFUL and was featured on several of WALDI’s new programs where the audience members got to ask questions and listened to WALDI’s new spiel’s on different subjects.  In effect SWEETIE now works with WALDI – happy together!

Then I got involved in another audience member’s problems who I thought andstill think is crazy and in retrospect thought and spoke a lot like WALDI.  This other woman believed that GOD had given WALDI to the world. She was not wrapped too tight and WALDI agreed with me and we never discussed that person again however SWEETIE is still swinging large with WALDI. It makes me wonder really about Waldi’s sexuality – because SWEETY told me that her last lover was a woman who was very abusive to her andthey broke up finall after years of co-habitation. In retrospect I don’t believe that either… So, is WALDI straight or gay? I have never really met a gay republican but I know they are out there. THE LOG CABIN REPUBLICANS is a gay group of corp morons who claim they are gay and republican???? Whatever! If WALDI IS bi – good for her – she’ll have more of choice when she wants to get laid.

At this point in time I shall tell you that I have an anger management problem – but DOESN’T EVERYONE? Especially today, right? Well I have been dealing with that all my life and WALDI knows about my problem. Earlier this month of April 09 I was stricken with the flu and out on my back for weeks not being able to move, fever, sore throat, sick as a dog can’t look for jobs, can’t go anywhere and I’m not insured. No medical – no doctor – no nuthin’. Can’t pay so I lay there dying in my own sweat and Myqui took care of me – bless her because I am a bitch when I’m sick and I’m a bitch when I’m out of work. It was a dark month and it is still not over yet and I am still without part time clients or a full time job??!!!

But at least we have each other. So I went on the WALDI show and for the past few months all she’s been moaning and groaning about was her son being put into rehab, her life is not what it used to be, maybe she should change her profession, she’s out of touch with the rest of the hypno peeps, blah blah blah – and she wasn’t giving any hypno sessions on air as much. She gave marketing tips, tips for the kids who were listening to her show. There were supposedly so many at one time that it resembled ROMPER ROOM.

Some of the kids made fun of us older folks over the age of puberty and got on my last nerve. WALDI had made me a “moderator” against my will because I did not want the responbilityto have to kick someone out of the room but SWEETY PIE was kicking ‘em left right andcenter for her girlfriend. I found it funny and used my option sparingly and after awhile WALDI wanted a chance to try andturn the offender around if she could but most times the new audience person was just there to call her names.

Recently WALDI has been depressed over the economy and over her legal battle with the other hypnotherapist who won against her, her son’s troubles and her unable to help him and just confusion about her personal life; say a mid-life crisis; everyone has one.  I went into her show and was in a bad mood being sick with the flu and all anda kid started picking on me when I started to complain about not being able to find work. Mind you, WALDI’s show is all about people complaining and it is impossible for anyone to be happy happy all the time – not even the HAPPY HYPNO WALDI was happy all the time; on the contrary she is downright depressed most of this year – that is why she has her facade up and is addicted to doing her own talk show online. Without it she’s go nuts and be isolated forever in her own woes.  She would also miss the adulation she receives from the audience who comes every day to be hypnotised and to dispense advice to her minions.

So there I am complaining having a bad day and WALDI types into the chat section – STOP COMPLAINING YOU’RE RUINING THE FLOW OF THE ROOM?

WTF? Is this bitch nuts? She can’t be talking to ME like that?!

Then the kid starts to whine at WALDI telling her that I am picking on him when he was the one who started the argument when he told me he is 19 years old and why am I bitching about not working when I should just fucking relax. I wanted to punch him right in the mouth but this is the internet so I told him to “fuck off”. Now WALDI curses like a truck driver and she had the nerve to tell me to “shut up?” I don’t think so!

When SWEETIE PIE stepped in to try and defend me, WALDI jumped on her ass and told her to shut up, too and that’s when all hell broke loose apparently because I left the chat room in a huff and minutes later I got an email titled WHY? From Waldi asking me why I had to fuck up her show because after I left in a huff all the trolls started to pick on everyone in the room and it became a riot and she had to discontinue the show for the day.

How is that MY FAULT that happened AND  how was it I WENT FROM TOP DAWG to TROLL?

I went to her for help – that is what her online show is all about but she was always counting the number of people in the room and wouldn’t start until she had “enough people which to her was about 200″.  I was sick with the flu and I thought she would at least listen to me – but she was too busy working new angles on her new clients – the kids and the new 20 somethings in the room b/c she was busy trying to hawk her wares to them – new pigeons. I think now looking back at it WALDI figured she fucked up raising her own kid so she could make up for that by helping these kids in her chat room. Maybe so but charity begins at home and WALDI already flunked that lesson.

So the famous hypnotherapist turned out to be a rip roaring fakeroo and just another fancy marketer flapping her lips so the innocent dupe can buy her wares. Maybe PANCHO had a case and that is why he won over her in court? Maybe WALDI did not tell her minions the whole story, hmmm?

I wonder but I will never know because I told her off and told her I would never attend another of her shows ever again and that I did not need to be there anymore. I outgrew the show, which is the truth and I no longer had a need to be there because she wasn’t doing what she started when she started that show.

Calling me a TROLL and telling me to SHUT UP is unacceptable. I was suprised that she would do that but she did.  I did not think about this until today when I found her on LinkedIn and asked her for a recommendation which she refused to give. saying that she could not give me a positive reference.

Then I looked at her Linked In site and found that she had only given one person a recommendation out of 444 people following her and giving her a recommendation and I was one of the people who recommended her work on Linked In.  That’s karma people – like I said I trusted that bitch and she turned on me. She will turn on SWEETIE PIE too because when SWEETIE gets too pushy, WALDI is going to push back b/c she’s not whom she says she is – she is a fake.  Her chat show got too real when she realized how many people in the audience depended on her advice. Too much responsibility for a woman who can’t manage her own life or her kid’s – too much stress to handle considering she really wanted to help everyone but really cannot because life’s stresses and all of our individual problems are too much for one person to bear in any economy. Hell, Waldi can’t even take care of herself – but I wish her well.

Bye-Bye- WALDI- have a great time in LA LA LAND – you’ll blend in well – it’s all fake there!

THE BONJU BLOG

NOT JUST ANOTHER WORDPRESS BLOG

This is a Kubrick template theme called “contempt” and it suits me just fine

It suits me because I’m writing my first blog on WordPress on April 23rd 2009 and I am full of contempt for what is happening to me at the present time. What is happening to me is that I am going broke because I can’t seem to find new freelance bookkeeping clients because of this damn economy.  I have a part time bookkeeping business with just 2 clients I perform bookkeeping for now on a monthly basis. All my steady clients have either faded away with the stock market or went belly up. Some are in  holding patterns but they are not holding those patterns around my bank accounts.

Now I could blame my situation on George Bush who in my opinion should not be still alive; or I could blame my situation on the new kid President (KID DAWG PREZ(it’s what I like to call Obama)) but it’s not his fault. The bail-outs were also not his fault because that was decided when Bush was in office and it was given to Prez 44 by Idiot Prez 43 – the aforementioned moron George Bush.

But I can’t really blame anyone but myself because I burned a lot of bridges with clients but it’s really scary working with people you get from ads off of CRAIGSLIST. 

CRAIGSLIST is the most scary listserve out there barr none and if you read the news you can see why. THE EROTIC section is highly popular with losers like the fag pedophile from Brooklyn NY who posted an ad for an underaged teen he can screw, which he did while feeding the kid pills, booze and drugs and the kid stabbed him 52 times in the neck. The kid thought he only stabbed him twice but he was high as a kite and now he’s in jail. Recently the Boston Med Student serial robber and murderer was apprehended by police but there are millions of other loser trolls hanging around the intenet like it was Saturday night at the roller rink. 

Frankly, I was never happy with the clients that I got off CRAIGSLIST and the reason for that is they were crazy and they were cheap people always trying to jew me down a few shekels to make themselves feel so important. I, being an outspoken woman would never take their shit and I would collect my paycheck, wait for it to clear and move on, but that was in the day when the economy was at least holding its own and we freelancers were all still employed and had prospects for more. More has dwindled and it’s petrifying out there.

It seems like every time I place a job post for my services on Craigslist – something bad happens to someone who has answered an ad there. But more on that later.  What I wanted to say was that a lot of my freelance clients from CRAIGSLIST were unfortunately….insane.  Just as a disclaimer, CRAIGSLIST is NOT to blame for the wing nuts who use their free service however they are to blame for the “erotic” section they have on their site which should be removed because KIDS use Craigslist and it’s just not right that an EROTIC section exists but CRAIGSLIST is obviously making a lot of money off of that. The internet right now is a wasteland for perverts, pedophiles and any other jackass without a conscience because it is new for lawmakers and the rules are not yet in place to govern that territory. I will talk about rules in another blog but just so you know – I am a rule breaker – don’t like ‘em and I try not to follow them but of course I do that within the confines of our constitutional laws and its amendments. (hilarious!)

More about my situation later

I had to pay off the Electric company because they went crazywith their charges. They told me I owed them over a $1000 dollars and I was on level billing of $114/month.  I got off level billing and gave them $547 dollars to get them to leave me alone and they gave me a $247 dollar credit? I’m an accountant and a certified bookkeeper and none of that makes any sense especially since I asked them beforehand why my bill was so expensive. It was because in Jan of 2009 our gate was frozen shut and they could not access the yard and the meter reader never showed up. So they estimated that bill and the $247 was the estimated bill number – the electric company tends to ROUND UP – never down. Figures.

Another part of my liking this template them called “contempt”  is because when I had a Citi Flex Line of Credit with the 8% fees on it and I was doing well in August of 2008 I gave my sister-in-law, let’s call her FACE, $3000 dollars to save her house where she lives in Boston. Her ex had left her and she had to pay him to leave the house and everything FACE says is a lie because she is a raging alcoholic nightmare who drove away her two sons and most of her friends because she acts like a loon.  So, when I gave her the money I told her it was on the stipulation that she pay me back $70 dollars a month in order to pay back the loan. She agreed – then never did it. I had to write to her because her phone was disconnected because she was staying at her lunatic boyfriend’s house, let’s call him DOPEY, who screens all his calls and any calls for FACE he does not give to her nor does he relate the message – especially from her family members. DOPEY is a big fat troll who is famous in Boston for working with never was rock and rollers and he has made a niche for himself there although DOPEY gets his name because he did not file his taxes in over 5 years and now is going through a lot of shit with the IRS because of it. DOPEY also refuses to marry FACE and when he gets high or drunk he beats her up just because he can. FACE is cool with this because this is how she thinks men love women. If they are not beating her – she thinks she’s doing something wrong. Let’s face it, FACE could turn Jesus fucking Christ into a serial killer.

So- to date - FACE has given me just under $700 approximately back on the loan and it’s been 9 months already. I know you’re telling me I never should have given her the money. For a moment I felt like a savior and then when I realized just how nuts FACE is I freaked out. Like I said, I could blame her but I won’t. I don’t like her but I can’t blame the economy on her. She’s suffering from the economy too. She is self made sick, waiting for her medicaid to come through, living with the DOPEY guy and trying to sell her home and not have it foreclose on her.  She’s also in credit card debt hell but who isn’t and why are the credit card companies still around? Aren’t they supposed to be gone by now?

Yeah, I love the word CONTEMPT because it’s the way I feel towards this economic situation that I find myself a victim of and the polls and the news don’t tell the truth about the unemployment because unemployment tells a story about people who have put into that account. As a freelancer, a 1099 person I am not eligible for unemployment because I manage my own business. Managers do not get unemployment and that statistic is not measured at all at unemployment insurance. So for the millions if not billions of small business owners who are suffering because they lost their clientele to the rotten economy – their plight is not part of the unemployment record.

So when you read that UNEMPLOYMENT INSURANCE IS DOWN BECAUSE JOBS ARE COMING BACK – please know that that is BULLSHIT and that there are more of us freelancers and small business owners out in the world than people working for the man.

I wonder how many of you taxpayers realize that UNEMPLOYMENT INSURANCE IS TAXED TWICE?

Here’s what happened: in the years of RONALD REAGAN - that other chimp from hell Republican dufus of the 80s – he thought UNEMPLOYMENT INSURANCE made people lazy so he told the world that he was going to place another tax on it. And that went through as law so that means that when you get your paycheck every 2 weeks or monthly (whenever you get paid) you have taxes taken out of that for Unemployment insurance which is a program you pay into as does your employer). UI is a government account so when or if you get laid off you can collect for 6 months while you look for other work. So you paid taxes on it every time you get a paycheck – but since the 80s you-JOHNNY & JANNIE TAXPAYER have been paying twice – the 2nd tax on the monies you get from your weekly stipend from UI like the amount is so small anywhy, right?

That’s my rant for this email – But I will always love the word CONTEMPT. It sames so much in just one word and you can tone it out stressing the T’s so that the people listening or reading can understand with how much loathing you are uttering the world. CONTEMPT! IT’S ALMOST SEXY!

I just wanted to take this time to say Hello and welcome to – THE BONJU BLOB -where I, CATHERINE HAIG BONJUKIAN PATTEN, talk about my ideas, my feelings, my jobs, my clients (fake names of course to protect ME), and the people I meet on the internet, my music and I will regale you with stories of my past clients – all of them from the infamous free list serve CRAIGSLIST – I will also regale you with WACKI.COM – the weird and wacky famous HYPNOTHERAPIST who needs psychiatric help.

Read my 2nd blog THE WORLD OF WEIRD HYPNOTHERAPY,  CALIFORNIA STYLE MARKETING AND WACKI.COM